Why deceive me??

Damon's POV

I woke up the next morning, half expecting to see Katie back home and half hoping I'll not scream upon her arrival. I freshened up and walks down to her room. I stood outside her door and couldn't feel her heartbeat like I usually do when I pass by her room, and I knew she wasn't there.

I waited till the afternoon but still no sign of her. By this time, I was beginning to get worried.

I was kinda disappointed but knew better. I fumed and tried to call Alan.

"Hello boss," Alan answered at the first ring.

"Where are you and why haven't you come back?" I asked.

Alan seemed to hesitate.

"I tried calling her but she isn't picking up," He said and I felt a pang of anger.

"What do you mean she didn't pick up?" I asked and hung up without waiting for a reply.

I called Katie's number but it was invalid. I then remembered I haven't called her since that date.

I went into her room and looked around for a clue that would lead me to her number. Luckily, I found a boon she wrote it on and dialed it. I rang but she wasn't picking up. "Damn," I cursed as I flung my phone.

It was so frustrating.

I waited until it was evening and called Alan again.

"Don't tell me another story," I said blankly. "Is she still at the hospital?"

"Yes, she's still here. We'll still be on our way out. Oh, she's coming toward me. I'll hang up now" He said and hung up.

I waited to what felt like an eternity.

Finally, I heard the car come into the compound and I didn't know how, but a sigh of relief escaped my lips.

I walked to my room which was next to hers and waited.

I saw her walking dejectedly and felt bad. She wanted to open her door when I rushed to her.

I saw her face all swollen.

You look horrible, what happened?" I asked, trying to hide the concern in my voice.

"Nothing to concern yourself," She replied, rather than it coming rudely, it came rather weakly.

I could feel she wanted to cry so I let her go into her room without further interrogations. Wherever she went, wasn't for a piece of good news.

I started walking to my room when my wolf started snarling at me. I turned back and went to her room. She was sobbing terribly. I felt sick in my stomach and went over to Pat her head. She held on to me tightly and sobbed.

"Let it all out," That was what I could manage to say.

I didn't know how to console her but I did the best I could do.

I sat down on the bed and held her to myself. I could feel her body vibrating and trembling from the sob and I felt a tender concern for her.

She held on to me more tightly and I could feel the softness of her breast on my chest. I cursed under my breath. Why would I have an erection in this condition of hers?

I tried disentangling myself from her but she pressed harder this time. My arousal was at its peak now. I needed to go out of this the room before I lose control.

Other girls couldn't succeed in getting a reaction from me by just hugging me.

I patted her on the head and tries, to get her off. She finally stopped crying and looked at me with those cute blue eyes.

"I'm, sorry, I shouldn't have done that," She replied and wiped her tears.

I didn't want to reply as I was afraid she would notice the longing in my voice. I smiled and cleared my throat.

"It's ok. Whatever had made you sad did a good job by also making you meek," I said and she twisted her brows.

I said and started getting up to go, to my shock, she held me in my hand.

"Please don't go," her voice was so din seductive and that snapped the last piece of control I had on me.

Ronnie's POV

I held on to him as he patted me. I could his light touches on my head. It was so comforting that I decided to linger longer than usual. The presence was so comfortable and I could smell his cologne. It was the sweet smell of lavender. I was still inhaling his scent while crying when I thought I felt something stiff and strong on my face. Immediately, I got up when I realized what that had been.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that," I said and raised my hands to my face and wiped the tears on my face.

He didn't reply.

I knew what I wanted at that moment.

I wanted the man standing in front of me.

I was h*rny.

I needed him.

I wanted to feel him inside of me.

And I need him now, this instant.

I was already wet down there when he suddenly got up to leave the room. I wanted him but not at this time. I was not a novice at this aspect but I knew better than to do that with him. This was a contract I was in, I was in love with another man. Yet, there was something about this man that makes me long for him right from the very first day I saw him.

I would leave this house immediately after Katie comes back and goes back to my normal life, only richer this time. I could concentrate on finding my mate and all.

But all that talks were for the future. I know I'm making a wrong move by wanting him. But I can't help it.

I knew I shouldn't want him this bad.

I knew s*x with him wasn't supposed to come this early.

But still, I wanted it. Not it, him.

Just as he was about to leave, I grabbed his hands. I don't know where the courage came from, but I did hold him. All fear is gone. I needed him.

"Please don't go," I found myself saying even before I could stop it.